[[Erinbaby]]

You Are 50% Peaceful

In general, you think the world's a pretty great place - and you're happy to be a part of it. Sometimes you struggle with life, but who doesn't? You are quite level headed, though you have more inner angst than you'd like.

You Are 50% "Average American"

You are average because you rate your appearance 5 or higher. You are not average since you don't donate to charity.

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

"The Story"

I've been thinking of everything
I used to want to be
I've been thinking of everything
Of me, of you and me

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created

I'm in the middle of nothing
And it's where I want to be
I'm at the bottom of everything
And I finally start to leave

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created
I created

And I swear to god
I've found myself
In the end

In the end

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created

I'm so sick of not having friends.
Or the people who are supposed to be my friends never want to hang out with me.

I'm no longer a part of a "group" of friends I was supposed to be in...for whatever damn reason. Apparently I'm not cool enough...or whatever the fuck.

Ive been trying to make new friends, but its so hard to find friends who are my age, who arent hard into partying or drugs. And now the friends who are younger than me are into that too! How great! Yep Yep.

I fucking miss Molly and Candace so bad.
Yes, Candace is a bit of a slut (or she was a few years ago), and last I knew she smoked and drank alot...but Ive known her since She was 8 and I was 11. We were best friends for about 5 years, and her friendship meant the world to me. We had our ups and downs, but when it came down to it, we were BEST friends, like Sisters.
Last I knew she was trying to clean herself, and life up. I really hope shes clean now, but if she isnt, I would be there for her, trying to help. If only I could get in contact with her.

I dont know why its so HARD for me to find and keep friends. Maybe I'm looking in the wrong places.
But I hate watching my friends throw their lives away, and I'm not gonna just stand there and watch it happen...Im gonna try to correct it.
And if they get mad at me for it...then theres seriously something wrong.


Ya know, Id like to just say Fuck it, but I cant just live with Me, Myself and I.

Kill all that which is evil, so that which is good may flourish...

Exotic Dancer Name Is...

Skye

Your Halloween Costume Should Be

A Girl Scout

You Are 73% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

Your Quirk Factor: 33%

You have a few little quirks, but you generally blend in well with society. Only those who know you well know how weird you can be.

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

WTF!!!

You Should Weigh 171

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

So, work has been going pretty good.  In two days Ive made almost $150 in tips total.  Last night I made double of what I made Weds night.

I guess tonight I wont be the only waitress, which sucks because I was looking forward to the tips.  Oh well, I guess Ill still try my hardest to get most of the tips, or at least as much as last night.  Im working til 4am again, and the same Saturday.

At 1, Chris wants me to come up to the shop and help drive, which is fine.  But afterwards I might go to the mall to buy some upgrades for my work uniform.  
Last night when I got home my feet were killing me.  i wouldnt think that a 2 inch heel would be killimg my feet so bad, but I thin its cause of the style of shoe.  They arent meant to be worn for hours like that.  Im thinking of getting these patent leather looking flats I saw at payless, and some new fishnets.  Not sure though, we'll see.

Well, this isnt much...but it IS an update. 


Peace Niggaaaaaz

"Hearts Of The Innocent"

I'm looking down into the eyes of hopelessness
They're crying out to me
I see the pain it's so much more than youth should know
It tears me apart
What can I do to change what I see
This vicious cycle must come to an end

[CHORUS:]
Can't you see, we're crushing the hearts of the innocent
We're teaching them to fail
And how it breaks me to see how we're living and punishing the ones that need us to care
To see them hurting
Feels like knuckles to the back of my head

Where have the days gone that a promise was forever
Families stuck together

We wonder why their generation struggles to get by
There's no one to help what can I do to change what I see
This vicious cycle must come to an end

OMG, Erin's actually posting an entry!  Surprise Surprise huh?

Well, this weekend (friday actually) was Chris's birthday.  We got out of work at noon on friday, then I took him to lunch at Lucky's steakhouse.  It was really good.  Afterwards we went towards the mall, where we went shopping, but didnt really buy much.  Chris did spend his Birthday money, which was what he wanted to do.  We then went to pick up Donny, and went back to the apartment for a few.
We went to Joes that night for Chris's Birthday party, which was just a bunch of people hanging out playing various video games.  I slept through most of it, starting at about midnight.  We went home at 5am.

So Saturday we slept til about 10, got moving aorund, took Donny home, then headed to Detroit to see RENT at the Masonic Temple theater.  The play was REALLY good, except some of the actors didnt play their roles as good as they should have.  But, it was good overall.  It lasted til about 430, then we started heading home and got an unexpected call from Billy, who wanted us to come and see a movie with him and his girlfriend.  So we went to his house for about an hour before the movie.  We saw 300.  It was good, it just wasnt the type of movie I really get into, thats all.  Chris and Billy thought it was amazing.
We were tentatively going to hang out with Nikki and her bf, but by the time we got home we didnt have alot of money and it was late as well.

Well, not Im at home, not feeling good at all.  I dont even know what it is, I just feel like poopie :(

Ya know, Ive come to realize just about ALL of our nieighbors (that I know of) are crazy!
1)  Theres this guy in the first apartment in the building next to us, hes probably about 35 and crippled, so probably also abit mentally off, but he sits on this little table (yes its a table not a chair) on his porch at like 730 or 8am, just watching people.  Hes a nice guy, but super wierd.
2) The old ladies below us.  Apparently theyre mother and daughter.  Theyre both in wheelchairs, and apparently they have bad hearing cause in ordder to talk they always shout at each other.  They usually sit at their window and stare at people outside.  Creeeepy!
3)  Theres a man who I THINK is deaf, or heard of hearing whose apartment is below us as well, behind the old ladies.  He will stand out by our cars, just looking around, or he will walk around, by himself.  I guess it doesnt seem that weird but it is
4) Theres a crazy little girl...she lives I believe behind us.  Shes somewhere around 7 or 8 probably, and always talks to us, saying the most random things when we are outside.  Her parents need to tell her its not safe to randomly talk to strangers!!!

Well, Im not sure what else to say, but Im gonna try to update more often!

So, this is my new LJ.  I really dont know what to write right now, but when the mood strikes, I will.

I made this new username because I got tired of my old one, plus it didnt really apply to me anymore.

One thing is...Im thinking of getting a tattoo...possibly soon.
I dont know how much it would cost, or if I really want to do it right now.

Ideas//suggestions?